Cows on the Roof
- Germany Nonfiktionale: a Documentary Film Festival (Main Program) 2023
- Poland Ladek Mountain Festival 2022
- Belgium Millenium Documentary International Festival 2022 (Best of World Festivals)
- South Korea Ulju Mountain Film Festival 2022 (Focus Alps-SWISS)Asian premiere
- USA Sebastopol Documentary Film Festival 2022 Jury Award for best Feature Documentary Film
- France FIFMA 2021(Documentary competition)Grand prix from jury
- Armenia ATIEFF Apricot Tree IDFF / Ujan IDFF 2021 (Feature-Lenght Competition) The Folk Arts Hub Foundation Special Award
- Estonia Matsalu Nature Film Festival 2021
- Armenia ATIEFF Apricot Tree IDFF 2021 (Feature-Lenght Competition)
- Germany Five Lakes Film Festival 2021
- Italy FIFAD 2021 (World culture)Prize of the Development Society of Vers-l'Eglise
- Italy Cervino Cinemountain IFF 2021 (Grand Prix)
- Italy Trento Film Festival 2021 (International Competition)the Golden Gentian for best film
- Greece Peloponnisos IDFF 2021 (International program)
- Switzerland Visions du Réel IFF 2020 (National Competition) World Premiere Jury Prize SSA/Suissimage to the most innovative film
Fabiano is haunted by nightmares. They are a reflection of his life as the heir of his father’s small-scale agricultural business, located in an isolated valley of Southern Switzerland. He owns fifty goats and eight cows and is trying his best to produce the special alp cheese that first made his hippie parents back in the 1980s. But nothing is going the way it should... He is in debt, the alpine hut that he rents for the summer is dilapidated, and the goats cheese business is no longer profitable. His thoughts wander back to a fatal accident occurred the previous year to a Macedonian illegal worker. His death is haunting him, because he feels that he is at least in part responsible for it. Fabiano is not exactly in a good place to start a family, but will be a father soon. His girlfriend Eva is expecting – and is hoping to fulfill her dreams of a simple life surrounded by nature and animals. But how can they build a life together in such difficult circumstances?
In the course of a lifetime, your choices narrow down. At 20, the world’s your oyster. At 40, you start to realize that many small decisions of the past have almost unnoticeably shaped your life in such a way that it has become almost inescapable. Smoothly and without a noise, doors have closed that you believed to be wide open. Much of what influences our paths in life is inconspicuous until we become sucked into a direction that we cannot change easily.
I have noticed this in my own life, and can see it with particular clarity in the life of my film’s central character Fabiano. Beyond the tragic event in the midst of which he unfortunately found himself a few years ago, just before the shooting of the film - which inevitably blows like an echo on the background of the whole film, telling the story of the fragility of our lives - is this aspect of his story that I am most interested in. The second generation (and soon the third one, too) has been born into a world which they haven’t quite chosen for themselves. Or are they living a life they chose freely?
Being trapped in your existence – that's the story behind what is visible, behind the reality that I film. It is a feeling that my protagonist is not talking about. The pressure he is under is palpable to me. But while the external reasons for this pressure are obvious, what they trigger in Fabiano is not, and he doesn’t express it with words either. Nor does he spell out what caused him to stay and accept his hippies parents’ heritage in the first place.
I wanted to convey what is happening with Fabiano in a subtile, sometimes dreamy and nuanced way and enable the viewer to feel what is invisible. Accompanying Fabiano and his girlfriend Eva in the bustle of their complicated everyday life, the film also tells about the last breaths of a rural world whose survival, based essentially on cheese production, it’s now highly endangered. And it also wants to take a close and immersive look into life in a remote peripheral valley of Southern Switzerland, a region dominated by a powerful and wild nature, which was almost entirely abandoned in the '70s before a generation of young Swiss German hippies arrived there to try out new ways of life.